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13.08.2004/ Nikolai
Schetnev diary
Arkhangelsk 00.00 – I was looking the TV-set (Thomson), film “Illusion of murder 2”. 00.47 – the film finished, it was so-so, I went to the toilet and then I went to sleep. 07.57 – woke up, toilet, again to the bad, tried to sleep but was a failure and started to wake my girlfriend Olga and make together love, during that I thought how would I write about it. 09.27 – we finished our fly, still were in our bad for sometime to see and touch each other, after I went to the toilet, then dressed myself and wrote first lines in my diary. 09.46 – Breakfast: pine-apple juice, corn flakes with yogurt, coffee espresso + ice cream and cake. After I called my friend who live in Moscow to ask him about stay for one night at his place. 10.30 – Toilet, I did sheet, after brushed my teeth, then I checked my email but there were no new messages. Prepared clothes for training and left home at 10.47 in the direction of dance studio. The weather was rather good, +15Co, sometimes the sun was shining, but cloudy enough. I walked on foot, it’s not so far … 11.00-12.00 Yoga practice alone, I checked readiness of my body and felling, emotion (tuning mode for participation in Summer Lab in Malmo/ Sweden 14-22.08.04). Also I thought about first showing of my new solo in progress – I worried a little bit, I did imagination about next day – how I arrive, meet people which I know and new people, how I rehearsal and perform in the evening). Sometimes I was away from tuning and concentration, but at the end I felt myself quite ok… 12.00-13.00 After studio I went to the flat of my girlfriend’s parents to take a shower and shave, because in my flat and in the dance studio there is no shower. On my way I thought about spaces in my city which I like a lot and which hate. And I found unloved space near my home because always dirty there and people don’t care about cleaning around the house. Maybe when I will go to do photo I will choose another place but problem is that I don’t have a camera. So, I reached place and elevator there didn’t work and walked to the 12th floor by stairs and during I found smell of sheet, urine and another staff/ visually it wasn’t good also. When I came to apartment something changed a lot and I understood why elevator didn’t work – because there was not light in the house (12 floor building with 167 apartments) and I took shower without light but I managed it, and I shaved in the kitchen with light from the window and after I went my home. 13.00-13.30 way to home by trolley-bus (it costs 5 roubles). 13.30-15.30 preparation for the trip to Sweden, checked my e-mail, soon my girlfriend came and also helped me with preparation and between she did lunch, I cut my arm nails and after we had our lunch together speaking about strange feelings to be without children (our children: Ksenia – daughter 7 years old and Matvey – son 3 years old, they were in the village with their grandmother and grandfather, parents of my girlfriend Olga). Usually our children always with us or with Olga, and that moment we felt that we lost some part of us. I called children to tell them that I go out for 10 days to work and they should obey their mother and be good and help grandparents and mother…also that they can see at 17.00 my airplane in the sky. Lunch – pine-apple juice, rise with chicken, bread, vegetables. 15.30- we left home with Olga and went to the bus stop to go to the airport. We were quit and more silent, Olga always misses when I’m out, so she was sad. At the airport we kissed each other and I went to registration. 17.00-18.30 fly by TU 154 Arkhangelsk – Moscow. In the airplane I met one acquainted girl who went for vocation to Italy… I was sitting on last places alone, I wrote application to participate Aerowaves in London –January or February 2005, I drank tee with cake… Moscow 18.40 – bus to the metro (costs 15 roubles), during the way I shared sms with people in Moskow – message about my arrival to Moscow and maybe some meetings … Also when I was nearly by the metro station one man asked me in English language about another airport because he needed to go from local Sheremetievo-1 to the international Sherementievo-2 but we were already out and he had no time to reach his fly. I explained him about back way and worried a little that I couldn’t help him more. Metro (10 rubles) and feeling that one week ago I didn’t left Moscow (one week ago I was teaching in the summer school of contemporary dance TSEH in Moscow). 20.00 - I reached my friend Eugenie who by birth from Arkhangelsk, now good businessman and still my best friend. His wife and daughter and parents of wife were outside of Moscow at their “dacha” but he should work and he prepared quickly some food for me. I drank whisky “Red label”, when he worked on the computer. Then I did some calls to my friends in Moscow and met one girl who asked me to transport some photos to Sweden. Called to my girlfriend Olga to tell that fly was good and everything’s good with me. 22.30 – I continued with Whisky, Eugenie suggested to smoke ãàøèø but I didn’t want. 23.00 – film on the TV “The Power of fear ” and whisky in publicity pauses… 00.00 – I tried to smoke ãàøèø with my friend, he
was very glad, but nothing happened with me, just little changes – everything
was with clear borders (extremely clean pictures without any smoke but
I think it was from whisky) – it was difficult to smoke because I didn’t
smoke at all… |